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so far:
i started college on the 2nd and it's been cool until now.
the people are as excited as i am, and the teachers are the most hilarious and competent people ever.
i start teaching again on saturday and i'm so happy to see my little girls again!
boys can kick my ass honestly. it's not on my agenda and even if i was thinking about being available, i have no time. so i'm cool with my singleness.
i'm arguing less, especially with my dad. and i'm talking more to my sister and it's been good therapy.
i'm gonna have to walk so much it's not even funny. losing weight is a definite happening.
and my career choice will have to wait until the second semester when we're "allowed" to look for internships.
i'm doing good honestly. i could use more cash though. bills hate me.
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[05 Jan 2009|12:42pm] |
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consider the sea- versaemerge |
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resolutions:
1-be a better teacher.
2-give 110% dedication to college.
3-STOP GIVING A FLYING FUCK ABOUT BOYS.
4-TRY to lose some weight.
5-meet people who can help me progress in my career choice.
6-argue less.
xxx
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[17 Dec 2008|06:17pm] |
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disloyal order of water buffaloes - fall out boy |
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the hardest part is the 'getting over him' part, but once you're over him... man is it easy to get along with life.
things are so much better, and it's so much fun to talk shit about the situation and whoever he's with.
just like i do with all the other guys i've been with... hehe. ;D
criticizing and picking apart every defect, i do it like a job.
folie a deux by fall out boy. get the fuck on it. it's like the upside of sadness. it's amazing.
i'm possibly gonna see my best friend everrrest in life in july. it made me so extremely happy i almost cried.
i turn 18 in january and it's the age i've been waiting for. not because 'oh i'm legal now, i can go off and get crazy wasted and batshit nuts'. but because i legally become responsible for myself and actions. i don't need daddies consent anymore. it's kind of intimidating but very rewarding to know that the government is finally trusting you with your life... kind of. it's gonna be fun! XD
follow up from my last post: 'boycott love... nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy.'
xxx
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[25 Nov 2008|07:34pm] |
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i hate writing and rewriting things because i'm scared the wrong person might read it.
but i have to say this.
i am completely in like, possibly love but i don't wanna go that far, with you.
and you are completely aloof.
so totally wrapped around her finger, that you gave up on me to be with someone who doesn't seem to care about you.
and then you go and make me think that maybe you still had some sort of hidden feelings for me...
but that came crashing down as soon as you turned cold and ignored me.
honestly, thank you.
now i'm gonna suffer alone, while you chase after her.
incredible. all guys are the same. or maybe i'm just fucked in relationships.
some people were meant to be alone.
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[01 Nov 2008|11:14am] |
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"things have changed for me
and that's ok
i'm on my way...
i feel the same"
a lot of things have changed, are changing, and are going to change in my world.
and i'm figuring out now who i want to make a part of it.
"everybody gets there, and everybody gets their... way"
i'll eventually get there. but not always on my terms. things are gonna happen that i wish i could prevent now. but unlike the song, not everybody gets their way.
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[16 Oct 2008|12:55pm] |
'cause i really like you, but i don't know how to tell you
<3
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[22 Sep 2008|12:14pm] |
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dad get better... please. (yn)
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[20 Sep 2008|08:49pm] |
fucking pissed.
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[12 Sep 2008|01:15pm] |
why did you show up, out of practically no where and come into my life?
i didn't ask for you!
and all this is causing me is emotional stress...
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[24 Aug 2008|11:11pm] |
i've been making wishes on 11:11 for the past 3 years.
i don't know if they've all come true, i can't remember.
but i don't think they have.
that doesn't mean that don't have faith in fate.
i make wishes that i know CAN come true because i dream and hope rationally.
even my birthday wishes were always reachable.
except there was always something in my way.
but i still look at the clock, cross my fingers, close my eyes, and wish.
tonight's not gonna be any different.
wish me luck...
xxx
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[18 Aug 2008|09:43pm] |
a month gave me time to think.
maybe i'm not so over it.
xxx
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[17 Jul 2008|09:02pm] |
i'm over it.
xxx
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